Thats how im feelin rite now! its jus me against the world. or mayb jus me against my motha. its like lately she dont trust me cuz im 14, very pretty ;-), and developed. she feels that jus bcuz this was around the age my older sister started 2 act out that im gonna become rebellious & start buggin 2. & u kno wat? i jus mite start 2 do that! all my life i've been depicted as the type of gurl thats perfect & neva does anythin wrong & that may sound gud but actually it isnt cuz wen i do end up doin sumthin wrong its truns in2 world war 100 up in here. wen i do sumthin wrong she always wants 2 throw the fact that im 14 in my face 2 make it seem like jus cuz im that age ima go have sex w/ evry dude in the world & that ima end up w/ 1 million babies wen im not even goin in that direction! im not even thinkin about sex rite now bein that i am a virgin & rite about now im jus havin fun but w/ my clothes on. but if i try 2 explain that 2 her the whole conversation turns in2 21 questions & evry 1 of my answers she tries 2 make it seem like im wrong. sumtimes i wish that i didnt turn 14. sumtimes i wish that i was like 8 years old so that i wont b looked upon as if im bein defiant or that im tryin 2 act more than my age. & its only jus my motha who acts this way towards me. i jus want her 2 still look @ me like Daryal my wonderful daughter instead of Daryal my wild child; or mayb thas the way i think she looks @ me now wen she really has no reason 2.
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