A New Me!!

wow! thas all i have 2 say rite now. my father brought this book in a few days ago about this thing called "the secret". evry1 in my house was all psyched ova the book & was tryna explain this "secret" 2 me but i really didnt pay it any mind-until i went on sum1s page (manuel) & watched the video he had on his myspace. & im tellin u that i feel wonderful. a whole lot betta than a few hours ago. its like a brand new me was born in jus about 10 minutes! i sat back & re-evaluated myself & realized that i am a very negative person. meanin that i think these negative thoughts (not sexual lol) & i wonder why these badd things keep happenin 2 me. its really bcuz i have 2 change my thought patterns. i finally undertsand "the secret" & i wish that evry1 knew about it. if evry1 in the world knew about "the secret" then this world would b a betta place. I started writin my creative process list & i know that it'll work. wat i still want 2 read up on in my fathers book is that im havin a hard time believin that anythin in this world that i want i can attract it 2 me. thas crazy! i mean anythin, they said. & that goes 4 the badd things as well. if i continue 2 think about wat i dont want 2 do, wat i cant do, & wat will neva happen then thas exactly wat i will get. POSITIVE. thas my word 4 2day. & even though it'll b hard alterin 14 years of my negative thinkin pattern, its worth it. its worth all the pain, guilt & anguish that i have been experiencin in my life...GONE! i figured that the reason why i think like this is because wen i get my hopes up high & it doesnt cum true i hate the feelin of disappointment. but now i kno that the reason why it didnt cum true is that i have had doubts about it cumin true all along. evrythin that has ever happen 2 me i attracted 2 me. sum way, sum how. it'll start 2 make more sense 2 me wen 1 of these miracles cum true (& i kno they will). wen a particular feelin or thought crosses ova me it is immediately sent in2 the universe & it then begans 2 redesign itself so that my thought or feelin can happen. now im not gonna go around preachin this cuz i kno that 1 day im gonna slip up but i do wanna fully understand wat "the secret" is all about. 4 me 2 truly kno that "the secret" works ima have 2 experience 1 of the things on my creative process list & from then on that'll b my way of life.