Wednesday, August 8, 2007

I Jus Wonder...


I'm stuck between a rock & a hard place rite now. I'm not gonna get in2 2 much detail about it so i'm jus gonna scrap the surface of the problem. iight so its this thing rite...i have gotten really attached 2 this thing & i have even gave part of myself 2 this thing. so me & this thing are cool rite but its this joint. now this joint makes me feel different than the thing. 2 the point where i am my whole self wen im w/ this joint. idk wat 2 do cuz i wish that the thing had the qualities of the joint. i wanna b attached 2 both but i actually have a conscience & this sumthin has once been attached 2 this joint wen we were attached. followin me? i kno its confusin but i must keep this kinda confidental. its botherin me cuz i wanna b attached 2 this thing but im gettin kinda mixed vibes from it. i mean 1 minute we tight & the next we kinda loose. i dont like that. if im attached than i wuld like 4 us 2 b attached all the time...feel me? jus let me kno wen u get confused...ok i can move on. now this thing actually told me sumthin that crosses my mind all the time but im wonderin if its sum truth 2 it. @ 1st i thought there was sum truth 2 it but now im kinda iffy. its a shame cuz i dont like feelin like this but there is no use in cryin ova spilled milk. i can move on, thas no problem 4 me. i jus wuld like 2 kno if there is still a possibility 4 things 2 work...i wonder...

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