So Much Better

Things are going really good for me right about now. I'm not confused like I was in my last couple of blogs & I believe that things will stay this way. I had to step out of myself for a moment & realize that I wasn't really acting like myself. I was being sum1 else who jus a few months ago I would've talked about badly 2 my friends. I didn't realize that I stepped out of my character until some things happened that was a huge eye opener. I had to stop & think for a moment time that this is not the real Daryal & I gotta snap out of it quickly before I get into deep. I'm better now but before I was in such an unnoticeable depression that even my favorite things in this world could not cheer me up. I've felt like this before but not this intense. So right now I chose to not dwell on my past experiences & just focus on the future.

Idk wats been goin ont lately but there has been a disease that has been spreadin around called bisexuality (attention: i was gonna play like i made this word up but its actually a word! wow i guess we learn sumthin new evryday). My best friend just admitted to me that she is bisexual. Ok I have no problem with homosexuals, bisexuals, metrosexuals...but its kind of weird how this place where we used to work called ABC is infested with them. & all of this happened after I left (thank goodness) so I wasnt able to hear the drama thats been goin on there 1st hand. I'm wonderin if my friend is lying because she plays around like that & her cousin just recently came out the closet. I mean I'm not gonna treat her any differently that I did before but I believe some things might change inevitably. Things like when she spends the night @ my house she can not sleep in my bed! She did the last time she slept over but I didnt think anything of it @ the time because I looked @ it like this: 2 heterosexual girls sleeping in the same bed, nothing is going to happen cuz I dont swing that way & neither does she. Now she also brought to my attention that she has been having these feelings for girls since she was 10. We both 14 & when she slept over we were 14. Hmmm...many thoughts start running through my head & all of sudden I became OD upset. But I dont wanna think that she tried something while I was sleep so I let it go. She knows that I am a heterosexual I she doesnt play around pretending to hit on me cuz I will get very offended (even if she didnt like girls & she did that...I dont play like that!!) Anyway we are still cool & I still love her & she is always welcomed @ my house but the next time she gotta sleep on the couch...lol